Greetings all !

Hope everyone had a wonderful Samhain !  Well court went better then I thought it would. Alex will be coming home soon. i do not have an exact date yet, but know that I am at the end of this nightmare. I would like to thank everyone that sent positive energy on that day as I felt all that was sent !

Bright Blessings

Rayne

Greetings everyone  just thought I would  let everyone know I am  doing ok, I am due back in court on Tuesday. We are hold ing  FMR on Friday night to help and raise some positive energy

But just wanted to let everyone know i am ok. !

I went to   a class in Batavia  the other night and it was very insightful. I tend to forget when things are going as they have been going that all i really need to do is focus ad get back into my place were i can be centered.  I hada reading done  a week or so ago and was told i was  surrounded by dragonflies and I have always thought  it was just the fox that was my guide, but i have decied that maybe i need to do some more soul searching an see ... I have just been so "blocked" that I havent been able to see anything else.

Todat was a good day.I spent about 3 hours at a friends house last night just talking aboiy things and trying to get my self centered again. Went home and got a good night sleep. This morning I woke up and called my other girl friend who told me to hurry up and get down to her shop ( as her family owns a tattoo shop in Hornell  Forever Art ) because she had a cancelation and new i wanted to get my new tattoo done before my next court appearance.  So my other friend who just got home and is on leabe fro 3 weeks from the Army came and picke me up in her NEW CAR   nice lil RED Mustang , and we had a nice scenic drive down to Hornell. It was such a beautiful drive looking at all the colors. The landscape was such a wonderful canvas that The Goddess has painted and i really enjoyed it. So we get down there and i have the tattoo all picked out, and the my girl friend  Melonie asked me what colors I wanted to do I told her definitly Purple and Turquise with black outline.  As for the Tattoo I chose to go with a triquetra for me signify  past present future  and  The Triple Goddess and   I chose green for my self as  the outer cicrle and the chose the turquoise for the interlocking knots  and all outlined in black and had it placed centered between my shoulders, as I feel I need protection while my back is turned.

I had a lot of fun and as much as it hurt and man did it ever. Some people just get tattoos just to get them most get them because they signify something to them.

Well have a wonderful week everyone ! I will post a pic of it later this week !

Merry Meet all,

I am going thru a  time when ai am feel lost and feeling very all along all sytrength that i felt that i have had seems to have been lost and ai am now strying to replenish and rebuilt the inner strength thet I used to have. 3 years ago i went thru a horrible ordeal and went to avery dark place and i kind of got stuck there for long time and lost my way in that time i lost my self my house and my son, i was in ahorrible car accident and the love of my life due abd a drug and alochal addiction beat me half to death a year later after suffer from post tramatic  distress anxiety and depresion the state step and took my son away since the i have had a severe nervious break down my son was turn over to my my father  and his wifer who has since forced him to become a good lil catholic boy be baptist and make his  1st communion this year and oc cousre i have no say. i have court this coming tuesday and again on novemerb 5th for the permancy hearing to see if my son will be returned home and im just a wreck so healing energies would be deeply appreciated and if anyone could offer any suggestion i would gratful accept them

love and light Rayne